Wow...tomorrow is Christmas Eve and I just realized that I'm going to be spending Christmas working. In Utah. Away from everything and everyone I know and love.
I really didn't expect it to bother me that much, but the realization that I'm really alone out here with no one I really give a rat's ass about just really started to get to me. I know I'm doing the right thing by being here and starting an actual career. Still it doesn't make this first Christmas alone hurt any less.
I have no tree, no lights, no presents. That doesn't bother me that much...but it's still just....weird.
I'll get over it. Just needed to write.
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Current Music: Jack Ingram - Great Divide
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